Break my heart,
So you can pick up the pieces.
Let me fall apart,
So that I need you.
Push me to my breaking point,
Then you can be my savior.
Make me cry and bleed,
And then punish me for bad behavior.
Hold me while I cry,
And stab me in the back.
Soothe me when I'm hurt,
And use me for your pleasure.
Nurture me when I'm sick,
And beat me when I'm better.
I think they lied...
When they told me what love meant...
They said that it would hurt...
But you seem heavensent.
I hear him... he's not too far off now. He doesn't know I know he is there. He is keeping his distance,... trying not to look obvious.. .He is going to get me... Run?... Make myself look idiotic... I think not... there is no one else around... He looks harmless. Walk slower? Let him catch up to me now. No reason to...pointless... Not sure yet. For now, whatever I do decide to do, I will not look back.
The chilly air nips at my nose and the winds toss my hair around wildly. He is still following behind me, I can hear his steps. Walking steadily behind me,... I haven't looked back to see him again. But I can hear him; I can sen
Shuddering as the freezing cold water runs down her body she watches the blood disappear down the drain in the shower. Looking down at her arms, legs, and torso she then smiles sadly, watching the blood continuing to flow. She tilted her head back and let the freezing water hit her. She began to think.
Was it worth it? Does it feel good? Will someone notice? Does is matter if they do? It hurts. I like it. That was the point. To feel pain. Physical pain. It's not nearly as bad as the mental pain.
Misery can be a most beautiful thing,
Tears can glisten like diamonds,
Blood can shimmer like a ruby,
Bruises as colorful as a kaleidoscope,
All gorgeous in their own way.
Internal pain, misery, bruises,
They're all just the same,
Each with their own story,
Their tales of your pain.
Each one unique,
Eventually meshing into one,
Brewing like a death potion,
Determined to bring you down.
Embracing it all,
Soaking it all in,
Letting the darkness overcome you,
Watching the light fade.
No point in fighting it,
Just lie back and give in.
Say goodbye to your happiness,
And let the pain win.
Figured it'd be nice to let everyone here know, if anyone is left!- That I'm done with this account.
I have made a new account.. because I want to snoop and come back soon.
♥>> !FeliciaM (https://www.deviantart.com/feliciam)
As you all know... I've been out of touch as of late.
And seeing as how... I can't find my friends right now and my mind is about to melt... I'll fill anyone willing to listen in on things that have been going on as of late.
Anyone who knows me knows I have a mentally challenged brother, he's always been a handful, recently in a attempts to make him less harmful to himself and others, he's been taken off quite a few meds and put on a new one. The new one caused a huge change in him,... only problem now is he sleeps all the time... If he's not up and doing something he sits there practically drooling on himself. Then it mellowed out, and